if wishes were true

don't you sometimes wish
you had force lightning?
just release all that pent up anger,
lash out in the darkeness,
where no one can get hurt,
where there are no consequences,
no responsibility just the darkness?

don't you sometimes wish
to just surrender everything?
when the weight of the world
becomes unbearable,
when every avenue--- blocked,
when every action--- hindered,
when every patience--- tested?

don't you sometimes wish
to burn, to lay waste,
when plans can never be shared
when action and success in secrets
held in darknes--- none trusted,
can contemporaries construe
this road we traverse?
as the darkside entices seduces
Jedi our hand can not let this go,
its price--- friends and family
held at arms length constantly,