missed a bullet

just missed a bullet today. funny, i was expecting worst things but there you go. it was almost bad.

so whats wrong? why can't we execute properly?

*points at the mountain of potential business* oh right can't discuss that (all those non-disclosure/non-compete agreements, that i wrote myself, funny how those things go)

ok its real money, as real as it can get--- at least just the one project that we killed several thousands of trees for to print out in volumes or the months of work near singlehandedly these hands made, thought, pondered, and considered and at the end of the day know that for all its hidden stuff--- will work.

then there are the other businesses--- all with huge market potential on others is not as huge as the mountain-project-thingy but real money enough potentially, if it can be made.

why won't it execute? what was missed? what little detail isn't on target? why are these avenues blocked?

thats the frustrating part--- how to diagnose the problem and resolve it!

the wright bros. failed, countless of times. abe lincoln lost several elections before becoming a US President. but they all tried, and continued to push forward.

its just so bloody frustrating when you know that something will work, but doesn't? does that make sense?

like the song goes, you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over agin.

its the only thing we can do.