Monday, May 22, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
that way or not
makes us see her in impossible light
and everything is good,
Love is a poison that corrupts our perceptions
and rids us of all reason save every
waking and sleeping moment
Her lovely face is etched in undying memory,
Love is nothing more than madness!
impetus to feats of insanity and stupidity
composing nonrhythmic garbage like this,
Omnia vincit Amor; et nos cedamus Amori
Virgil's lines saying love conquers all;
and let us submit to love.
Love is a responsibility, 'n selfishness!
all history reminds,
as simple, a friend wrote:
Love's a kindness, we give ourselves,
Love is all of this and none of that,
when Love's Day becomes Twilight,
a wise mother-saint said:
Love's success is in the loving
However we want the best for Our Love
if it be that way or not,
diminishes not what we have done,
Sunday, April 16, 2006
what madness does?
trumpets roar into the night,
here We be--- cloaked in darkness,
Praenuntis Excessium,
an angel of death, our sword
by our hand shine bright
amidst moonlight,
and that terrible rag flies a top
Nevermore's mast,
what folly!
My Dogs of War in the darkness fight
metal against metal, metal on flesh
and the screams--- what terrible screams
pollute this night!
men fall on my battlefield
the darkness shattered by flames
scorching flesh, material and land,
cold air rush n' wretched stench---
awaken every sense,
this I exchanged
for your soft curves
that smell sweet perfume,
for your warm embrace
and sunshine smile,
for your hear---
what beauty there be!
an empy bed in Islands of Darkness,
what madness does, Beloved?
oceans of blood, mine--- fill this deck,
heart's shattered in grief,
apt this ship named,
that carries only folly,
like the raven croaks,
nevermore! nevermore!
your note says it all!
when I come home, you won't be there,
nevermore! nevermore!
what folly I sow?
what madness does, Beloved?
when these hands gripped the tiller,
when wind carried Nevermore's sails----
When Poseidon's waves carried my Flag
with trumpet sound, my Dogs of War came,
what madness does, Beloved?
in another's arms you fly,
no words spoken to ask your hand Heart's desire,
this grief by choice knew must come
what folly Bloodlust be, rage through soul,
all this madness brings only Death,
what madness does, Beloved?
like a good General commit forces,
birds of prey above rain fury,
Dogs of War in frenzy,
and we let battle take hold,
in dark madness pray
what this heart beats for you---
be mere memory,
all this madness brings more folly---
an Empire found barren,
And soon forgotten as if it never came,
all this madness, wrought only folly
all without meaning,
an unforgivable choice! madness!
let frenzy of battle consume we!
what is there left to be?
just a desolate burning hell
this fool has chosen,
Thursday, October 27, 2005
sails filled with wind
here we be open sea,
Angel's sails all ready!
decks spit 'n polished,
helm answers splendidly!
Harbinger Death fashioned in crucible,
light 'n deadly strikes true!
by our back sheathed,
in iron warmly-peacefully
like a sleeping dragon
awaiting moment unleashed!
dark clouds we pass,
ray of hope horizon grows,
this heart knows--- it be briefly
soon these sails must take,
seas shrouded in black uncertainly!
these hands have grown,
wheel we know keep straight 'n true
this Mind lighted by crucible,
we shed childhood's innocence
though we know certainly,
there be powers greater than we,
mind more knowledgeable,
strength far surer
with Will in greater abundance,
a nobility that surpasses,
a wisdom unwaivering,
we know what these Hands can do,
what this Heart is capable
what this Will, never surrender!
we know the folly of our darkness
this we carry far greater than
they “friends” we acknowledge
have recognized 'n voiced!
we know our crime!
what madness righteousness brings, eh?
these sails when our day is done
not to heaven's gates journey,
hell's burning gates there fall!
we pray fervently these sails
with wind fully filled
to those lands 'n seas journey!
this Ark carrying weapons:
cannons, swords, full armory
'n 'course Mighty Harbinger Death!
all resolute wielded strong and true!
Friday, October 07, 2005
missed a bullet
so whats wrong? why can't we execute properly?
*points at the mountain of potential business* oh right can't discuss that (all those non-disclosure/non-compete agreements, that i wrote myself, funny how those things go)
ok its real money, as real as it can get--- at least just the one project that we killed several thousands of trees for to print out in volumes or the months of work near singlehandedly these hands made, thought, pondered, and considered and at the end of the day know that for all its hidden stuff--- will work.
then there are the other businesses--- all with huge market potential on others is not as huge as the mountain-project-thingy but real money enough potentially, if it can be made.
why won't it execute? what was missed? what little detail isn't on target? why are these avenues blocked?
thats the frustrating part--- how to diagnose the problem and resolve it!
the wright bros. failed, countless of times. abe lincoln lost several elections before becoming a US President. but they all tried, and continued to push forward.
its just so bloody frustrating when you know that something will work, but doesn't? does that make sense?
like the song goes, you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over agin.
its the only thing we can do.